(May 27, 2014 at 7:17 pm)archangle Wrote:(May 27, 2014 at 1:07 pm)rexbeccarox Wrote: Clearly, a lot of you don't understand depression. Protip: depression=/=sadness. In fact, my depression manifests as apathy most of the time, and when I'm the most apathetic, I'm the most suicidal.
so you just don't feel like jumping? Then when you feel like doing something, it aint jumping?
but you are right of course. Apathy is a large part.
It's more like I want to disappear, but I don't have the energy or will to carry it out.
I've been depressed/sad and suicidal in the past (those are scary times for my loved ones), but depressed/apathetic is my normal state. I think about suicide a lot, but I doubt I'll ever actually do it.
