Whirlwind

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I wish I was hearing this for the first time but not so and it's as awful to hear now as it was any other time. I can not even imagine what your going through to have those you trust the most to abuse you in such a horrible way. I wish I had some words to comfort you in this awful time the only thing I can say is I'm truly sorry this abuse was brought upon you. Even though your faith is being tried to its core and I do understand it would be I will be praying for you.

You don't need to be in a great hurry to make a decision about what you should or should not believe you need to sort out all thats happened to you and decide how to deal with it. Please keep in mind that people who would abuse you in this way are not a reliable source of information. Most of the time they only want to control a situation for their benifit. I would not put to much trust in what you've been told about the unforgivable sin. I see that in a different way this is how I understand it, only when one continually rejects the calling of the Holy Spirit has he committed the unforgivable sin. Remember in your Bible studies God said He would not strive with a man forever God is omnisicent and knows when a person will no longer listen to the Holy Spirit and by what I've read I do not think you have quit listening. I'm not sure who made the reference that most of the people on this site have committed the unforgivable sin, well I do agree that some have by the way they openly blaspheme the Holy Spirit. Ask yourself this do you really believe the loving Creator would condemn you to hell for a thought that you did not really mean you will never be able to control all your thoughts all the time and God knows this. Again I'll be praying for you.

I have to admit that I feel apprehensive about assuming I know how/what god feels or thinks. God being timeless with incomprehensible intelligence/wisdom with a huge jealous streak and a reputation for destroying his children when they upset him- Yeah, I'm screwed.