I think it's some "god of the gaps" thinking. They realize that, say, Christianity is bull shit. But they can't workout how the universe can exist without a god-of-sorts, and so they make up a deistic god.
I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a goddess, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm a goddess, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed