(July 5, 2014 at 10:33 pm)Amalynne0 Wrote: As far as the eternal reward and all that... I thought it was pretty much ridiculous to begin with, I've never much been bothered with that. I think I was most furious about the idea that I am beholden to some eternal fairy in the sky who is a spy on my life. For years I felt as though many of my choices were repressed because of religion because I had bought into some degree of that truth. I was angry that I bought into the mere notion of a celestial Big Brother. The freedom I feel knowing--or being damn near sure--no one is in my head but me makes me feel fabulous (a word I can never use lightly).
-Ama
Will your family react well to your decision? Being an atheist can have it's downsides, but it's the best personal relationship with reality. Enjoy the freedom you have now and question everything
Whoever fights monsters should see to it that in the process he does not become a monster. And if you gaze long enough into an abyss, the abyss will gaze back into you