Confessions

[TheGamingAtheist]

One time when I used to work for Disney I was sitting on the cast member shuttle to work, enduring an existence of minimum wage and Barbie smiles, when I heard a manager a seat away from me say, "I've prepared everything for the meeting today and given clear guidelines how I want our cast members to copulate our star employees."

Yes. He said copulate.

I sat there, blinking.

And then he said it again, and again and again... and what I gathered was that he had meant to say EMULATE. I can only guess, for all I know Disney has weirdly kinky policies at an executive level.

What I guess I'm confessing is that I knew I should have told him differently. I shouldn't have let him off the shuttle knowing he was surely going to humiliate himself... but I didn't say anything. I was evil, I even smiled darkly inside.

I know, I'm awful.

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When I was 13, my sister and I were rolling down a hill and I rolled into a big pile of dog krap. It was on the butt of my pants for like 5 hours before I, or anyone else, even noticed. HOWEVER, this guy I liked at the time noticed and made fun of me all through junior high and high school until I became this popular princess. THEN he wanted to date me. So, I went out on a date with him and told him that his penis was too small for me to ever look at him again and I told the entire school. ASSHOLE

The power of rejection is so sweet.

Oh, heck yes it is!!!!

Especially since I went from goth to "pretty in pink" over night....lollll gave me lots of power I used it well.

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Another confession....and this is a serious one in my book.

I've always been attracted to some women. I remember from 13 - 18 I always hung out with the "lesbian" group lol....I ALWAYS refused that I was into girls, or this one girl in specific and everyone knew I was lying...but I also knew that men were just so freaking sexy.

Well, I am now 23 and I have found myself to be more and more attracted to women, but yes I do love my fiance more than anything and he is a man...but anywho...I finally told him that I was into females.

Ironically, he accepted it for what it was and told me that it doesn't matter and that he loves me for me...he's suspected it all along..lol

Not really a coming out story...just a bit of a confession that I felt I needed to get off of my chest. I've been holding this secret in for a very long time...