RE: My Christian Uncle
July 23, 2014 at 1:47 pm
(This post was last modified: July 23, 2014 at 1:54 pm by Losty.)
(July 23, 2014 at 1:30 pm)downbeatplumb Wrote: Charge your phone girl.
Hehe thanks for making me smile. That little lightning strike next to the battery signifies that my phone is connected to the charger :p
(July 23, 2014 at 1:46 pm)Esquilax Wrote: Losteroonie, you know the guy, you must have some inkling as to what his reaction would be, right? If he's as supportive and cool as you say, he may surprise you and, if he actually does look down on your for your atheism... well, that's not exactly the kind of person I'd personally want in my corner. Conditional love, over differing opinions, isn't really love at all, it's just a reward for allowing that person ownership over certain parts of you.
That's just me, though. You obviously know the situation better than us.
Well, I don't really know what kind of advice I was looking for. I know the truth is that he will most likely be seriously disappointed. Whether it's in me or just in that I don't believe. I will feel like it's in me.
You know, I know that conditional love isn't really love at all. And I honestly think there's a decent chance that he will still love me anyways. It's just, I'm so tired of being a disappointment to everyone in my life.
That's all. Just me having a pity party. I'll get over it.