If you believe in an intelligent mind behind it, you're a deist, if you believed the universe is god because of it's wonder and awesomeness or beauty you're an pantheist. You could also be a panentheist, if you believe the universe is god and that god exists outside of the universe... That brings the question, do you believe in an intelligent mind outside of time and space?
Whoever fights monsters should see to it that in the process he does not become a monster. And if you gaze long enough into an abyss, the abyss will gaze back into you