If you're constantly in awe then you're obviously not currently having your balls rigged up to a car battery (me neither, but you get the point. We can't all be constantly in awe).
I myself think of meditation as introspection but not merely the normal amount we usually engage in, but active deliberately set-out introspection for the purpose of increasing self-awareness though it becoming a habit (or much more of a habit). I usually try to gain this awareness by repeating thoughts in order to recognize when I am consolidating them more easily... problem is now I can't seem to turn them off!!
EvF
I myself think of meditation as introspection but not merely the normal amount we usually engage in, but active deliberately set-out introspection for the purpose of increasing self-awareness though it becoming a habit (or much more of a habit). I usually try to gain this awareness by repeating thoughts in order to recognize when I am consolidating them more easily... problem is now I can't seem to turn them off!!
EvF