welcome, there's a lot of atheists on here who are in your same boat. I'm sure they can give you some pointers on how they with their families nad some of us theists my be able to help you get through to your theist father.
"There ought to be a term that would designate those who actually follow the teachings of Jesus, since the word 'Christian' has been largely divorced from those teachings, and so polluted by fundamentalists that it has come to connote their polar opposite: intolerance, vindictive hatred, and bigotry." -- Philip Stater, Huffington Post
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