(October 10, 2014 at 12:26 am)paulpablo Wrote: When I eat apples and bite into them I get this feeling like a inner killer instinct, like I imagine a carnivore feels when it bites into its prey.
I am not an expert of course, and one shouldn't do armchair diagnoses, but maybe you should go get yourself checked whether maybe deep down you're evil. Many people live their entire lives and never find out...
The fool hath said in his heart, There is a God. They are corrupt, they have done abominable works, there is none that doeth good.
Psalm 14, KJV revised edition