Is it weird that I consider myself straight and I'm so interested in guys?
October 11, 2014 at 3:24 pm
(This post was last modified: October 11, 2014 at 3:25 pm by MusicLovingAtheist.)
I like hanging out in gay chat rooms on tinychat, adding gay people from skype threads on 4chan's /lgbt/ board on skype, joining /lgbt/ groups on steam and adding tons of gay friends, saving pictures of cute guys to specific folders totaling over 500 pictures of guys (clothed and unclothed) from 4chan's /hansom men/ board, fantasizing about sex with a guy almost exclusively over girls. I would still consider myself straight though. I have reasons why.
I just find our culture to be too heteronormative for myself to really ever feel comfortable fitting in as a bisexual man. Most guys are gross. They're bro dudes that are aggressive, obnoxious sports fans, hairy, fat, ugly. It's not even a matter of their personality, it's a matter of they just look like such a turnoff. I could be someone's friend if they were ugly, but I would never want to fuck a football player. I find that most gay guys have very different taste in men than I do.
Girls are a different story. I find a lot of girls to be a big turnoff. Their body, their face, if they appear slutty. I have very little interest in girls, but the thing is that I feel like I could fall in love with very specific girls personalities as well as their looks. The problem with girls for me for the most part is that I just don't like dealing with them. Also guys are way easier to get to know. Woman expect a guy to kiss their fucking feet in order to get their attention and I'm not all about that. I hate that norm that girls are just use their pussy to bend guys to their will.
I just find our culture to be too heteronormative for myself to really ever feel comfortable fitting in as a bisexual man. Most guys are gross. They're bro dudes that are aggressive, obnoxious sports fans, hairy, fat, ugly. It's not even a matter of their personality, it's a matter of they just look like such a turnoff. I could be someone's friend if they were ugly, but I would never want to fuck a football player. I find that most gay guys have very different taste in men than I do.
Girls are a different story. I find a lot of girls to be a big turnoff. Their body, their face, if they appear slutty. I have very little interest in girls, but the thing is that I feel like I could fall in love with very specific girls personalities as well as their looks. The problem with girls for me for the most part is that I just don't like dealing with them. Also guys are way easier to get to know. Woman expect a guy to kiss their fucking feet in order to get their attention and I'm not all about that. I hate that norm that girls are just use their pussy to bend guys to their will.
