(October 23, 2014 at 11:46 am)Lemonvariable72 Wrote: I think I have a lot of envy in my life, and I'm sick of it. I feel envy for those beautiful people, especially those with good jobs or those in university. I feel envy for those happy couples, especially beautiful ones that seem successful. People who drive around in nicer cars, while I get the bus to a 11 dollar an hour job. I have no idea why I should envious of these people, as what has happened to me is a result of my own decisions, and it hasn't turned out so bad. Maybe its because what these people have is what I so desperately crave. I want the nice house, the nice car, the pretty girlfriend. Maybe when someone feels jealousy or envy it speaks more to the person feeling it then it does the object. Just some people make it look so easy. Thankfully I have a plan this time to be successful, two actually. I hope it goes well. Does anyone else feel this way?
I have those feelings too. It usually ends up reinforcing my will to make better in life. It isn't a bad thing until your envy is focused on a particular objective.