When people feel vulnerable, they often express it as hostility. I doubt the X-tians around you were working hard to make the transition emotionally easy for you.
Forgive others, but also forgive yourself for your own weaknesses. You had a sincere response to a stressful time in your life. If someone else was in that situation, would you hate them forever? No. You'd understand that people are people. Now flip that mirror around and accept that you can't always do in real-time what you would do in retrospect.
Forgive others, but also forgive yourself for your own weaknesses. You had a sincere response to a stressful time in your life. If someone else was in that situation, would you hate them forever? No. You'd understand that people are people. Now flip that mirror around and accept that you can't always do in real-time what you would do in retrospect.
