need to vent

[watchamadoodle]

So I'm not a rational, intellectual atheist. My path has been more like crawling in the dark.

Am I the only one who read the "not" in that sentence?

Thanks for highlighting the "no", Tonus.
I should have said "I ain't no rational, intellectual atheist". Then there would have been less chance for confusion.

I said that to explain that I'm not the sort of person that can read an atheist book and process the arguments to become an atheist. I admire people who are that rational, but I'm not. I also admire people who are intellectuals, scholars, witty, brilliant, etc. I wish I was one of those people, but I'm not.

Oops, I forgot to mention scientists in my list. I am extremely envious of scientists. I wish I understood science better.

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