Evil thoughts.

[abaris]

Just the other day I was at Chapters. There was a candle and it occurred to me to burn a book with it. I'm going to talk to my doctor about it. This didn't always happen to me.

I don't know how old you are, but there was a phase in my life when I couldn't help thinking of slaying people. Even my parents. I was scared and apalled by my thoughts, but of course I didn't act on them. There was also a time when I felt the need to destroy things. Sometimes I acted on it. It passed, but if you're really that concerned, you definetely should see a doctor. If for nothing else then to put your mind at ease.