I wrote the following prayer:
O my Guardian, protector, and friend, whatever I say to you, you know the intention and yet what is more hidden.
I praise you as you are worthy of praise.
I ask you to make me thankful towards the good I've received as well as the good all the creation has received.
I ask you to make me praise you a praise that belongs exclusively to you and to make that praise a blessing within my soul.
O Lord, I ask you to forgive me for my shortcomings and my sins.
O Helper of the mystics, you have tried me by schizophrenia and you understand it better then anyone, and I hate it of most is the lack of will power and motivation it causes. I ask you to help me overcome these negative symptoms that medications only make worse.
Indeed my lack of will and laziness has engulfed my life, and without willpower to change and better my future, I feel I will have wasted my intelligence and capability.
O Source of all praise and goodness, I ask you to help me with a help that will make easy to run a regular schedule, exercise, and do well in school so that I finish my university degree and get a good job.
And I ask you by this, that my life is not wasted doing trivial useless things, and so that I become a productive member of society that is not a burden on society.
O Lord at times I get confused about my schizophrenia and what I experienced, I ask you to make me steadfast in being reasonable, taking my medications, and doing what is healthy for me.
Help me not deny the illness and inspire me to take the scientific understanding of it.
O Lord if I am bipolar as the doctors diagnosed me, then let me become sure of it and help me manage that as well.
O Lord I get lonely and isolated, and I ask you to make your remembrance alleviation of that, but to also inspire me to hang out with friends, and meet new people and make me a good friend.
I ask you inspiration to do what is healthy for me, to inspire me with willpower, and to help me overcome my lack of motivation and laziness.
And I ask you to help me overcome my suicidal thoughts whenever they come, at all times, make me love life more then I dislike it, make me appreciate life more then I'm afflicted by it, and inspire me to be grateful to you about life in all it's mysteries and wonders.
I ask you to always help me come over my negative thoughts, my thoughts of despair, and my thoughts of disappointment.
O Lord and I ask you to make me a success story of people who coped with schizophrenia and source of inspiration to those suffering from the illness.
O Lord I ask you to help me with hope over despair at all times, to never give up.
I ask you to give me a firm resolution.
And I ask you by that, to achieve honor and dignity that will make me grateful for my trials and will be a source of honor in the next world.
O Lord I ask you to help me with your holy sword, to inspire me by your greatness and majesty
O Great Friend and Master of humanity, I ask you to help me live a dignified life, hard working, loving, caring, satisfied and grateful.
O Lord and through out my life, grant me looking at you till I pierce through the veils of light and reach the source of greatness and my soul get's suspended by the honor of your sanctity.
If my life get's better and I feel I was assisted, why shouldn't I thank God?
We are all aware that bad things happen, but it doesn't mean we can't thank God for blessings.
And receiving blessings doesn't mean you are more worthy then those not receiving it. Neither does being hit by an affliction make you a worse person.
People who believe in God don't believe in that and this article is talking about a mindset in people that has no reality.
O my Guardian, protector, and friend, whatever I say to you, you know the intention and yet what is more hidden.
I praise you as you are worthy of praise.
I ask you to make me thankful towards the good I've received as well as the good all the creation has received.
I ask you to make me praise you a praise that belongs exclusively to you and to make that praise a blessing within my soul.
O Lord, I ask you to forgive me for my shortcomings and my sins.
O Helper of the mystics, you have tried me by schizophrenia and you understand it better then anyone, and I hate it of most is the lack of will power and motivation it causes. I ask you to help me overcome these negative symptoms that medications only make worse.
Indeed my lack of will and laziness has engulfed my life, and without willpower to change and better my future, I feel I will have wasted my intelligence and capability.
O Source of all praise and goodness, I ask you to help me with a help that will make easy to run a regular schedule, exercise, and do well in school so that I finish my university degree and get a good job.
And I ask you by this, that my life is not wasted doing trivial useless things, and so that I become a productive member of society that is not a burden on society.
O Lord at times I get confused about my schizophrenia and what I experienced, I ask you to make me steadfast in being reasonable, taking my medications, and doing what is healthy for me.
Help me not deny the illness and inspire me to take the scientific understanding of it.
O Lord if I am bipolar as the doctors diagnosed me, then let me become sure of it and help me manage that as well.
O Lord I get lonely and isolated, and I ask you to make your remembrance alleviation of that, but to also inspire me to hang out with friends, and meet new people and make me a good friend.
I ask you inspiration to do what is healthy for me, to inspire me with willpower, and to help me overcome my lack of motivation and laziness.
And I ask you to help me overcome my suicidal thoughts whenever they come, at all times, make me love life more then I dislike it, make me appreciate life more then I'm afflicted by it, and inspire me to be grateful to you about life in all it's mysteries and wonders.
I ask you to always help me come over my negative thoughts, my thoughts of despair, and my thoughts of disappointment.
O Lord and I ask you to make me a success story of people who coped with schizophrenia and source of inspiration to those suffering from the illness.
O Lord I ask you to help me with hope over despair at all times, to never give up.
I ask you to give me a firm resolution.
And I ask you by that, to achieve honor and dignity that will make me grateful for my trials and will be a source of honor in the next world.
O Lord I ask you to help me with your holy sword, to inspire me by your greatness and majesty
O Great Friend and Master of humanity, I ask you to help me live a dignified life, hard working, loving, caring, satisfied and grateful.
O Lord and through out my life, grant me looking at you till I pierce through the veils of light and reach the source of greatness and my soul get's suspended by the honor of your sanctity.
If my life get's better and I feel I was assisted, why shouldn't I thank God?
We are all aware that bad things happen, but it doesn't mean we can't thank God for blessings.
And receiving blessings doesn't mean you are more worthy then those not receiving it. Neither does being hit by an affliction make you a worse person.
People who believe in God don't believe in that and this article is talking about a mindset in people that has no reality.
