Rhythm, okay, you don't want enlightenment or spiritual peace. After the Buddha broke through to nirvana, at first he couldn't imagine teaching what he had discovered - so complex, subtle, obvious and strange, but a god said to him "there will be those will little dust in their eyes." Those are the people the dharma is for.....as we aren't allowed to seek converts, and you clearly don't see it or don't want it, there's nothing else I can talk to you about, but to hope that you find what you seek and wish you a good life. If you have questions, I'll answer, but going any further feels like forcing my point of view on someone - that only leads to suffering. Peace.
My book, a setting for fantasy role playing games based on Bantu mythology: Ubantu
