I actually came back to remove what I wrote, as I said it in haste. Then you used the t-word, so I reported you. Get some help - people who have neuroses and adopt political movements to express them or other emotions cause no end of problems for those who follow such movements for rational reasons. Usually it's communism or anarchy, but anything will do. I'm not kidding - you're a fanatic. Fanaticism is the enemy of rational thought, and "but I'm right" is every fanatic's excuse.
My book, a setting for fantasy role playing games based on Bantu mythology: Ubantu