I fit some of those, you'll decide which ones no matter what I would say. Turn a few words around and atheist on this site would fit the same things an probably better than any Christian. The words would be for example science book, non-belief and ect.
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God loves those who believe and those who do not and the same goes for me, you have no choice in this matter. That puts the matter of total free will to rest.