If you don't know anyone personally, then shotgunning on the interwebs is really going to be your only solution. I don't know that we're going to be able to help you, but I like Pakers Tan's advice. Go to a theist forum/FB Group, and start asking questions. Hopefully someone halfway reasonable will respond and you can move on from there.
"There remain four irreducible objections to religious faith: that it wholly misrepresents the origins of man and the cosmos, that because of this original error it manages to combine the maximum servility with the maximum of solipsism, that it is both the result and the cause of dangerous sexual repression, and that it is ultimately grounded on wish-thinking." ~Christopher Hitchens, god is not Great
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