It's been five days.
I mean, I don't not move. I get up and I walk a little bit. The phone stays on the charger. I'll go as far as I can while still able to see the screen glowing. I can't help shake this fear that I'll take the phone too far away and the plug won't be there. Or, the phone won't be there if I can't see it. I don't even tell myself that I'm staying here so that I'll be found. I'm afraid, but I'm a realist through and through. My only hope is the happiest of accidents, and it's not hope I choose to grasp.
Sometimes, I play music. It's something to listen to and to keep me calm. I watch videos. I read the news. Read about the Grammys. Nothing about a weird apartment with a hallway as long as an interstate, nothing about it being swarmed with guys and girls who can figure out why and how. Nothing about three people missing. Life goes on.
I ordered a pizza. It was torture, because I would eat 40 pizzas if you sat them next to me, right here. I would eat until I barf. Then I would eat more. I ordered only one, though. I put all the cheese on it that the app let me. Triple plus a bunch of others. Probably enough to constipate an elephant. It asked for special instructions. I put TRAPPED PLEASE SEND HELP.
Checked my bank balance about an hour ago. No change.
How much longer?
I mean, I don't not move. I get up and I walk a little bit. The phone stays on the charger. I'll go as far as I can while still able to see the screen glowing. I can't help shake this fear that I'll take the phone too far away and the plug won't be there. Or, the phone won't be there if I can't see it. I don't even tell myself that I'm staying here so that I'll be found. I'm afraid, but I'm a realist through and through. My only hope is the happiest of accidents, and it's not hope I choose to grasp.
Sometimes, I play music. It's something to listen to and to keep me calm. I watch videos. I read the news. Read about the Grammys. Nothing about a weird apartment with a hallway as long as an interstate, nothing about it being swarmed with guys and girls who can figure out why and how. Nothing about three people missing. Life goes on.
I ordered a pizza. It was torture, because I would eat 40 pizzas if you sat them next to me, right here. I would eat until I barf. Then I would eat more. I ordered only one, though. I put all the cheese on it that the app let me. Triple plus a bunch of others. Probably enough to constipate an elephant. It asked for special instructions. I put TRAPPED PLEASE SEND HELP.
Checked my bank balance about an hour ago. No change.
How much longer?
