I don't call myself an atheist, that only imprisons me in a belief system, and I think I know what you are saying. I don't have a belief of a god, or a personal god as the Christians believe in, but I feel that the whole cosmos is one, and nothing is truly separate, I suppose that is my God if I had to believe in a god. I also see many metaphors in certain scriptures such as the bible, that can enlighten one to their true place in this universe, I also think that many atheist throw out the baby with the bath water, and miss the whole idea of an inner search, they prefer to search outward which is good, but there is much more to this life than what we perceive outward.
I don't say much about this here on this forum as I know it will only be trodden on.
I don't say much about this here on this forum as I know it will only be trodden on.