Are you an Islamophobe?

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The one thing I know, or at least the only image that reaches me, is that I'll be torn to pieces in the west for being a Muslim, and end up losing everything, including my own life .

This is patently incorrect. You need to broaden your media consumption to include source from all sides of the political and national spectrum.

There is certainly bigotry against Muslims here in America. It is not something practiced by a majority of people, and certainly your fears of violence are greatly out of proportion with the facts on the ground.