More about the me
March 19, 2015 at 11:57 pm
(This post was last modified: March 19, 2015 at 11:59 pm by Silver.)
Me, as in me, not as in you, but as in me me, you know me: Sionnach.
Yeah, so moving on.
I have been drinking alcohol tonight, so you can expect the full disclosure, or something similar.
I am too lazy to search for my reintroduction thread for any who may be wondering about my personal belief system. You are shit out of luck in that regard.
This thread is not about religion.
Shocker, I know, since that is all I ever seem to have an opinion regarding.
First and foremost, I am gay. No, that is not a religious concern. Religion merely makes it one. Yes, I am gay and proud and out. I have never been with a woman sexually, ever. I have never once felt a sexual feeling toward a woman. There is nothing about the female body that excites me. The male body does absolutely everything for my sexual drive.
I am a writer. I have written a book that was to be the first in a trilogy. I wrote it well, I think, but the public thought otherwise. I have the second book written but never published because the first did not do so well. I am not giving up on my writing. I just think I need to find a new direction.
I love to jog. I was never much into physical fitness until high school when we were required to jog a mile for our class grade. I loved it and I joined the cross country team as well as the track team. I still jog to this day, running as much as ten miles in one day.
I find it hard to relate to other people. I try, but they never make it any easier. Of course, working in the customer service business I suppose an attempt to relate is automatically made harder by the fact that there is a separation of understanding. It's them I'm right and me having to swallow my ego for the sake of a delusion.
Swallowing my ego is something I am not very good at doing. I try to pride myself in being quite stoic, because smiling is foreign to me, and I try to remain emotionless in facial appearance while altering my voice to alleviate any sense that I am less than honest and helpful.
The End
You may now express your disappointment.
Yeah, so moving on.
I have been drinking alcohol tonight, so you can expect the full disclosure, or something similar.
I am too lazy to search for my reintroduction thread for any who may be wondering about my personal belief system. You are shit out of luck in that regard.
This thread is not about religion.
Shocker, I know, since that is all I ever seem to have an opinion regarding.
First and foremost, I am gay. No, that is not a religious concern. Religion merely makes it one. Yes, I am gay and proud and out. I have never been with a woman sexually, ever. I have never once felt a sexual feeling toward a woman. There is nothing about the female body that excites me. The male body does absolutely everything for my sexual drive.
I am a writer. I have written a book that was to be the first in a trilogy. I wrote it well, I think, but the public thought otherwise. I have the second book written but never published because the first did not do so well. I am not giving up on my writing. I just think I need to find a new direction.
I love to jog. I was never much into physical fitness until high school when we were required to jog a mile for our class grade. I loved it and I joined the cross country team as well as the track team. I still jog to this day, running as much as ten miles in one day.
I find it hard to relate to other people. I try, but they never make it any easier. Of course, working in the customer service business I suppose an attempt to relate is automatically made harder by the fact that there is a separation of understanding. It's them I'm right and me having to swallow my ego for the sake of a delusion.
Swallowing my ego is something I am not very good at doing. I try to pride myself in being quite stoic, because smiling is foreign to me, and I try to remain emotionless in facial appearance while altering my voice to alleviate any sense that I am less than honest and helpful.
The End
You may now express your disappointment.
"Never trust a fox. Looks like a dog, behaves like a cat."
~ Erin Hunter
~ Erin Hunter
