I agree with Rob.
From all the research I have done in the small amount of time that I have identified as an Atheist, it is clear to me that there is absolutely no logical reason to believe that any god (or gods) exist. From what I am getting from your predicament and your post, perhaps taking a more agnostic approach would benefit you. That way, you would never go so far as to claiming that god doesn't exist, since being an agnostic atheist means you don't believe in any god, but you cannot prove for or against the existence of god.
I also suggest reading Rob's wix. I just recently read all of the articles and information that it offers and was able to find exactly what I am as well as the best way to deal with it all. Merely a suggestion. You can find the link in Rob's signature, located directly above this post.
From all the research I have done in the small amount of time that I have identified as an Atheist, it is clear to me that there is absolutely no logical reason to believe that any god (or gods) exist. From what I am getting from your predicament and your post, perhaps taking a more agnostic approach would benefit you. That way, you would never go so far as to claiming that god doesn't exist, since being an agnostic atheist means you don't believe in any god, but you cannot prove for or against the existence of god.
I also suggest reading Rob's wix. I just recently read all of the articles and information that it offers and was able to find exactly what I am as well as the best way to deal with it all. Merely a suggestion. You can find the link in Rob's signature, located directly above this post.