(June 5, 2015 at 7:46 am)Alex K Wrote: It's good that you tell us.
If it helps I can look at you reproachfully and tell you to stop this nonsense
No, but seriously, I know you'll find the courage to contact a pro in one form or another. I know someone who did cut himself when he was in school. He's perfectly fine now, and you'll be, too.
Can I ask what the mechanism behind it is? What kind of emotional reaction does this type of stimulation facilitate that it becomes addictive? Is it some kind of processing of conflicts? Sorry, I'm curious.
I for one have been struggling with inherent pain as far as I remember. It also comes with a boiling anger, hatred that I can't let go, like a dam. I sought refuge in what would make me invincible, heroin. I can only wish for anybody here to not test it, amongst other stuff. for the last 14 years, I have dangled that burning desire, that shattered me into a billion pieces. I am no religious fellow, but I had a piece of me, chewed of. I can only strive to enjoy life for what it is, not what I wanted it to be.
