Recently, I've been going through some major life changes. I find myself in need of a job that actually pays me (it's been seven years since I've had one of those), and hitting walls everywhere I go. Through highschool, college, and beyond, for twelve years I waited tables and tended bar, and I've thought that's probably the best industry for me. The thing is, though, I live in San Diego County, where the servers and bartenders are all 22 and models. I'm not a dog or anything, but I'm certainly no model, and I haven't seen 22 in quite a while, so I'm having a hard time there. I've done admin stuff and I'm good at it, it's just that sitting at a desk all day sucks the life out of me.
I have several degrees in music, but I don't really want to do anything with them, not that anyone would hire me anyway; it's been 12 years since I graduated, doing nothing with them so I'm simply not qualified. I also have a short, but relatively abundant, background in television news (again: not a model) and radio. I've often thought I'd make a really good preacher, but my lack of belief sort of screws me there. Does anyone have any ideas? I don't really have time for schooling right now; I need a job... like two weeks ago, but I have very little direction and very few ideas about what to even do. I'm also having anxiety because I have very little confidence and I'm going through a major depressive episode right now. I'm hoping someone can help me with with something epiphanic.
Also, a little further information: I don't need some great career, and I more than likely won't have to do whatever job it is for long. It would, however, be great to find something I want to do even after I stop needing to do it. Though, I'm much more comfortable volunteering my time rather than having to bring in a paycheck. I suck at money; we hate each other.
Thank you
I have several degrees in music, but I don't really want to do anything with them, not that anyone would hire me anyway; it's been 12 years since I graduated, doing nothing with them so I'm simply not qualified. I also have a short, but relatively abundant, background in television news (again: not a model) and radio. I've often thought I'd make a really good preacher, but my lack of belief sort of screws me there. Does anyone have any ideas? I don't really have time for schooling right now; I need a job... like two weeks ago, but I have very little direction and very few ideas about what to even do. I'm also having anxiety because I have very little confidence and I'm going through a major depressive episode right now. I'm hoping someone can help me with with something epiphanic.
Also, a little further information: I don't need some great career, and I more than likely won't have to do whatever job it is for long. It would, however, be great to find something I want to do even after I stop needing to do it. Though, I'm much more comfortable volunteering my time rather than having to bring in a paycheck. I suck at money; we hate each other.
Thank you
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