I love you guys; seriously, I was thinking about taking a break for a little while, but I'm really glad I didn't. You guys rock.
I can't remember for sure (I'm a fucking stoner), but I think it was Parker's who deemed me the "Feet-to-the-fire-holder". Right now, I'm holding my own feet to the fire. I have been afraid to fail for the past... six or seven years? I wouldn't be able to tell you guys what made this happen, but I can express that, until recently, I've always just kind of been good at the things I try, but apathy stemming from depression means I don't try anything because I've been there and done it. The thing is: my ADHD has been getting worse as I've been getting older, and so has my depression, but I hate being on meds more than anything. I'm a creative type with a need to feel my life, even if the feeling is ironic, utter apathy.
I have to give SOW SO much credit right now. B, you have caused me to dust off my Mac, listen to the files I've got, and decide that what I've got is probably perfect. I've made a resume specifically to be an on-air personality, and I've found four jobs positions worth applying for. Also, I'm going to go beyond those and send my resume and files to every radio station in the area. Darlin', you've given me an epiphany, and that's what I was looking for, so thank you thank you thank you <3
I can't remember for sure (I'm a fucking stoner), but I think it was Parker's who deemed me the "Feet-to-the-fire-holder". Right now, I'm holding my own feet to the fire. I have been afraid to fail for the past... six or seven years? I wouldn't be able to tell you guys what made this happen, but I can express that, until recently, I've always just kind of been good at the things I try, but apathy stemming from depression means I don't try anything because I've been there and done it. The thing is: my ADHD has been getting worse as I've been getting older, and so has my depression, but I hate being on meds more than anything. I'm a creative type with a need to feel my life, even if the feeling is ironic, utter apathy.
I have to give SOW SO much credit right now. B, you have caused me to dust off my Mac, listen to the files I've got, and decide that what I've got is probably perfect. I've made a resume specifically to be an on-air personality, and I've found four jobs positions worth applying for. Also, I'm going to go beyond those and send my resume and files to every radio station in the area. Darlin', you've given me an epiphany, and that's what I was looking for, so thank you thank you thank you <3
Nolite te bastardes carborundorum.
