(July 16, 2015 at 3:48 am)Neimenovic Wrote: I'm tired of thinking so much. Sometimes I wish I could just drink myself senseless, or get high, or put some lead through my skull just so my brain could be quiet for a moment.
I'm tired of anxiety. I'm scared that one day the world will come down on my head and bury me under its weight.
I'm tired of this constant internal struggle. I don't want to go through this every day. It's sucking the life out of me. I'd give a leg to be able to forget.
Forget what?
Are you referring to what you said in the messages you sent me?
"Of course, everyone will claim they respect someone who tries to speak the truth, but in reality, this is a rare quality. Most respect those who speak truths they agree with, and their respect for the speaking only extends as far as their realm of personal agreement. It is less common, almost to the point of becoming a saintly virtue, that someone truly respects and loves the truth seeker, even when their conclusions differ wildly."
-walsh
-walsh
