(July 19, 2015 at 10:56 am)polar bear Wrote: I am a mind rape survivor.
I can not believe how uninformed I was. I trusted everything I heard as complete truth. Until my pastor preached a sermon on homosexuality and how the bible clearly stated it was wrong. I could not accept god would create someone only to condemn them. Then out of the blue a couple of years later his daughter come out as a lesbian, fine. Now he has a complete mind shift and says the bible is ok with homosexuality. WTF.
The one I feel the most stupid over however is being told that the fossil record proves there is a god. Holy shit, if I would have only done one ounce of research, I would have discovered the fraudulent statement. I blindly accepted it and repeated it numerous times.
Stupid Polar Bear...Stupid Polar Bear....Stupid Polar Bear
Don't beat yourself up, big guy. Remember, they got into your head when you were a little dependent guy. You were violated when you were defenseless. Not your fault. But you can't go back and fix that now. Just go forward and remember the immortal words of Tom Robbins in Still Life With Woodpecker, "it's never too late to have a happy childhood".