A person who needs help.....

[Orchids]

So . . . basically you say that you are being "haunted" by something.  You don't know who this is but you ascribe god-like qualities to the entity.  You also say that you want to be rid of it.

What I can't figure out is why come to an atheist forum with this?  Most of us don't believe god exists.  That also goes for ghosts and spirits and visions and hauntings.  

Have you seen this site?   How to find an exorcist priest

According to you, I also must spit green slim outta my mouth, growl like a beast and spin my head around and around clockwise as well as counterclockwise,  and what else? look frighteningly scary with my hair all up in the air, my teeth blackened and nails,... or strike that, my claws are sharp and cutting, bones deformed?! is that it?!?! No fuzzy. You got it all wrong. As an atheist, you should be able to do better than that.

And I don't appreciate you cunningly cooked up a feel good script where you distorted pretty much everything I said.

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Orchids:

I only asked your age because these events often first occur at a certain age range.

Based on your story and the fact that this has been going on since 2007, my advice is for you to seek professional medical help. You have some thought process that need to be addressed and that should not happen over the internet. I/We can be a support system for you but I feel that this forum is not the answer, never will be the answer for your issues.

As far as psychiatric medication goes, there is no magic bullet. However, medication can get you to a place neurochemically (a more neutral/stable place), where you can more effectively address your issues in therapy. Look at it as an adjunct (helper) to therapy. If offered by a professional I say do not reject it out of hand. It does not necessarily mean that you have to take the medication for life.

Hoping you find a solution and happiness!

I don't need medication. Most of the so called professionals are on the Big Pharma's payroll, so of course they are going to recommend it even if it's not the solution. And medication is good for those that hear voices and see shadows, and accuse you of saying something you have never uttered. They are usually violent among other things.
As far as what should or should not happen over the internet, you ask me to give you my age and think nothing of it. Yet on the other hand, accuse my candid talk on here of being something that should not happen over the internet. I find that disturbing.
Also about medication. Did you know that pretty much all of those that went out and committed mass murders, whether it be James Holmes or the Santa Barbara killer or the Sandy Hooks, or the Charleston criminal and so on, all had a common denominator?!?!?! and guess what is it?!?!?!They all were on some Big Pharma feces. Ain't that something?!?!All of them.

And please REFRAIN FROM accusing   me of saying that this forum is the answer! Where did I ever say that? go get me the quote, because you won't find it. Seems like you are the one who needs to be on medication and not me, if you are not already.