(May 7, 2019 at 4:47 pm)Shell B Wrote: I say all the god sayings with no feelings about it whatsoever. It doesn't matter.
This all day. I still say "bless you" when someone sneezes and I say "oh my god" to express disbelief or annoyance with something. None of it means anything to me. I also use to wear a crucifix that my grandfather bought me when I was younger. One girl I talked to was horrified when I said I was an atheist but still wore a gold chain with a cross on it... as if it holds some divine significance because the gold was molded into a specific shape
If you're frightened of dying, and you're holding on, you'll see devils tearing your life away. But if you've made your peace, then the devils are really angels, freeing you from the Earth.