My thread for Charity :) x

[Galahad]

I told you I wanted to raise money for dying Babies off visitor views Brian and you told me it wasn't ok. What kind of man doesn't care about dying babies Brian ?

STOP.  We aren't here for you to use as a fund raiser.  That has been explained to you and you choose to ignore it.

I have stopped I am not raising money for charity you told me to stop. You seem to be trying to ban me talking ? Why ?

[Galahad]

I told you I wanted to raise money for dying Babies off visitor views Brian and you told me it wasn't ok. What kind of man doesn't care about dying babies Brian ?

STOP.  We aren't here for you to use as a fund raiser.  That has been explained to you and you choose to ignore it.

What did what I say have to do with raising money ? I just pointed out a fact.

[Fireball]

^ Wow. EPIC troll. Burn 'em at stake.

[Galahad]

I will tell you a little story now don't bother telling me about raising money for charity I know I am not allowed I am telling a story and simply saying what I thought. Nobody is trying to raise money for charity you have made that quite clear.

Anyway I became ill with Schizophrenia and bi-polar about twenty years ago my ex did it as a punishment for cheating on her. Anyway my brothers wife is telling me a sad story about someone and it triggered my Empathy ( Empathy is caring for others ) and I am in my kitchen and with my mental illness I have gone into a trance like state. Anyway I am in my ex's kitchen and looking at my bank card and notice the message
CHRISTOPHER MICHAEL THORPE
C HIS HOPE HEAL HOPE
I think that's a nice message.
Then I think wait a minute 
I am THOR PE born in Hammersmith
I have Thor's hammer.
I then i think  the only book ever given to me as a child was NORSE GODS AND HEROES
Then I think the Paedophile who abused me surname was Hellyegar add an A HELL Y or WHY EAGER
you see ? Then I think something weird I decide to add the numbers in words up
A1, B2, C3 etc
I get to Hope and add that up 44
Then I think that's a uniform number I wonder what goes with hope ahhh Faith
I add Faith up = 44
And I think that's weird they are both equals in what you need in belief and the equal the same
Then I had the thought can I make Clean Water a Human right with this.
What do you think ?

[Galahad]

You will see I have three God's in my name
Christopher Michael Thorpe
Christ 
Elah ( Hebrew for God )
Thor
we are going to play a game of chance
A game of what are the chances

[BrianSoddingBoru4]

I told you I wanted to raise money for dying Babies off visitor views Brian and you told me it wasn't ok. What kind of man doesn't care about dying babies Brian ?

My wife and I donate more money to charities - including children's charities - than you probably earn in a year, so don't make the assumption that I don't care. I told you (and even cited the rule) than you can't ask for charitable donations here. It's got nothing to do with not caring, so stop being an offensive cunt.

Boru

[BrianSoddingBoru4]

I will tell you a little story now don't bother telling me about raising money for charity I know I am not allowed I am telling a story and simply saying what I thought. Nobody is trying to raise money for charity you have made that quite clear.

Anyway I became ill with Schizophrenia and bi-polar about twenty years ago my ex did it as a punishment for cheating on her. Anyway my brothers wife is telling me a sad story about someone and it triggered my Empathy ( Empathy is caring for others ) and I am in my kitchen and with my mental illness I have gone into a trance like state. Anyway I am in my ex's kitchen and looking at my bank card and notice the message
CHRISTOPHER MICHAEL THORPE
C HIS HOPE HEAL HOPE
I think that's a nice message.
Then I think wait a minute 
I am THOR PE born in Hammersmith
I have Thor's hammer.
I then i think  the only book ever given to me as a child was NORSE GODS AND HEROES
Then I think the Paedophile who abused me surname was Hellyegar add an A HELL Y or WHY EAGER
you see ? Then I think something weird I decide to add the numbers in words up
A1, B2, C3 etc
I get to Hope and add that up 44
Then I think that's a uniform number I wonder what goes with hope ahhh Faith
I add Faith up = 44
And I think that's weird they are both equals in what you need in belief and the equal the same
Then I had the thought can I make Clean Water a Human right with this.
What do you think ?

I think you're a fucking loony.

Boru

[Galahad]

I will tell you a little story now don't bother telling me about raising money for charity I know I am not allowed I am telling a story and simply saying what I thought. Nobody is trying to raise money for charity you have made that quite clear.

Anyway I became ill with Schizophrenia and bi-polar about twenty years ago my ex did it as a punishment for cheating on her. Anyway my brothers wife is telling me a sad story about someone and it triggered my Empathy ( Empathy is caring for others ) and I am in my kitchen and with my mental illness I have gone into a trance like state. Anyway I am in my ex's kitchen and looking at my bank card and notice the message
CHRISTOPHER MICHAEL THORPE
C HIS HOPE HEAL HOPE
I think that's a nice message.
Then I think wait a minute 
I am THOR PE born in Hammersmith
I have Thor's hammer.
I then i think  the only book ever given to me as a child was NORSE GODS AND HEROES
Then I think the Paedophile who abused me surname was Hellyegar add an A HELL Y or WHY EAGER
you see ? Then I think something weird I decide to add the numbers in words up
A1, B2, C3 etc
I get to Hope and add that up 44
Then I think that's a uniform number I wonder what goes with hope ahhh Faith
I add Faith up = 44
And I think that's weird they are both equals in what you need in belief and the equal the same
Then I had the thought can I make Clean Water a Human right with this.
What do you think ?

I think you're a fucking loony.

Boru

If you wanted you could prove God exists with that lol, serious

[Galahad]

When I was two years old my mother left me for nine hours with a broken leg. I caught pneumonia and nearly died.

ST CHRISTOPHER THE LEGEND ( LEG END ).

[Belacqua]

When I was two years old my mother left me for nine hours with a broken leg. I caught pneumonia and nearly died.

ST CHRISTOPHER THE LEGEND ( LEG END ).

As I recall, it's a characteristic of schizophrenic people that they often perceive heightened, unusual, or personal meanings in their environment that others do not see. Is it fair for me to think that this is the case when you notice meanings in names? 

If this is impolite of me to ask, please just ignore the question. I am curious because I've never had the opportunity to talk with someone who self-describes as schizophrenic. 

Do the meanings that you perceive in the words (e.g. "C HIS HOPE HEAL HOPE") seem to be messages from God? Or are they the workings of your own mind? We know that people are meaning-seeking animals, and it's common for us to look for interpretations of things -- coincidences or appearances that strike us but not others. 

I'm thinking of the famous Rorschach Tests, where the analyst shows a series of ink blots to the analysand. The blots have no meaning, but the way the analysand interprets them can be revealing. Likewise the meanings you perceive in combinations of letters could be from your own mind, which doesn't take away their significance -- quite the opposite, the meaning you give them reveals something about yourself. 

There's a psychoanalyst who's well-known in Japan who argues that dreams are this way too -- they have no meaning in themselves, but if you get the person who had the dream to interpret it you can get them to tell you a lot. 

I don't mean to minimize your perceptions. I'm just curious about how you feel about them. Are the meanings placed there by the universe, or are they personal interpretations you have that take on their significance because they suggest important things to you?

This is one of the reasons that artists are said sometimes to be a bit crazy (if you'll forgive the term). They see patterns or meanings where others don't.