His throne is on water..stunning scientific theory that the Quran foretold 1400 y ago

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I don't think your crazy. I do think you are willfully submerging yourself in fantasy, and clinging to anything that might reinforce it, however obscure. I think you are using it as escapism. I totally understand this, reality is harsh and we all need to find ways to cope. I regularly use escapism in all kinds of ways.

All theists are involved in some level of fantasy, but I'm worried about how far you are going. Worried for you, that is. But maybe this doesn't actually affect your life in any serious way, it's impossible for me to tell.