Substance Abuse Recovery Thread

[Seraphina]

I left her a message to come post here. We'll see. Not gonna push.

Ta-da! 

Thanks for thinking of me Thump, Hammy.

I have five months sober now and I'm working on my fourth step inventory, which is pretty fucking difficult. So much crazy in my head!

Meanwhile I've been finding other stuff to get addicted to. Shows (Dexter, then Sons of Anarchy, except for the last season, because I hated the end of the sixth season), then it was working on my stories, and currently it's Magic. I trained a girl at work who wants to set up a Magic night, and so I dug out my old cards for that, and now I'm all into it again. My boys like to play, though they like to make their own cards, which are a little OP. Like, 100/100 creatures for 3 mana. 

And I went from vaping back to smoking...ack!  I'm thinking of quitting tomorrow. Like I always do.

My husband is working evenings now so I can't get to as many meetings as I'd like, but his sister is going to be staying with us for a while so hopefully I'll be able to make more meetings while she watches the kids. I'm kinda worried though. She watches the boys for us sometimes, and her son dared my youngest to climb out of a second-story window. He fell, but he's fine. Another time when she and my husband were watching them, my oldest son broke his arm riding on the roof of a cozy coupe down a hill.  

But anyway...love you guys! I'll try to post more often. I think about it a lot, but then I'm like, "everyone's probably forgotten about me..." lol

Um, no we haven't forgotten about you

-Teresa