(September 20, 2013 at 10:51 am)Violet Lilly Blossom Wrote:Creed Wrote:Leaving her alone with him...is not an option I can even consider.
So don't leave her alone, and stop considering it to be an option?
Or, you could go with that whole 'embracing life' thing. Ala Lorien:
That you just Babylon 5'd alone is worthy of kudos.
My idea so far, my plan of attack...well, my outlook right now is "this, too, shall pass." Granted, it requires the assistance of friends, the assistance of venting, and sometimes the assistance of intoxication, but it's a means to an end. A goal at a time; endure this shit, so I can get out of it, in all forms. Get stable, steady employment that can not just sustain me but allow me to get my life going again, to allow me to regain at least a semblance of what I was and what I had...albeit with more caution this time. Get repairwork done on room-mate's car (which I use as well; this'll be my way of paying my share of it). Move out of the current apartment, leave Danny the Schizo to his fate, whatever it may be...without having to break the bank to do so (hence the transfer of lease idea). Begin taking classes; get an education in culinary arts (my passion, my joy), and in business management (best to know how to run a business if I wish to start a restaurant). Work from there.
As well as this, I need to continue to get treatment for the bipolar disorder shit.
Step at a time. Step at a time.
