Welcome brotherly love, hey, you are throwing yourself in the fire, I admire you for that! Athough I think it would be wise to deconvert yourself to a less commercialistic religion. Christ is a wonderful man, but he comes with too much baggage and too much bad history. He may be completely mythological. His legacy HAS not and WILL not be carried out dude. Move on, maybe checkout Buddha mind...it's utterly cosmic and much more entertaining!
You, yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection.
There are only two mistakes one can make along the road to truth; not going all the way, and not starting.
Buddha
There are only two mistakes one can make along the road to truth; not going all the way, and not starting.
Buddha