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(June 15, 2017 at 12:20 am)Kernel Sohcahtoa Wrote: CIJS,
Please don't allow yourself to hold back whatever it is that makes you unique and helps you stand out from normalcy. Embrace who you are and let it illuminate from you in everything that you do, and maybe, just maybe, you might inspire others to be happy/proud about who they are and to express themselves in their own beautiful way.
Okay, but if the cops find the bodies and arrest me, I'm telling them it was your idea.
I'm soooo glad someone bumped this thread because I have stuff to get off my chest!
1.
I'm going to miss you so fucking much. I don't think my mom or dad, or any of your friends will miss you as much as I will. You're my little brother, yo! My friend. Nobody else knows what I'm thinking the way you do, just by saying, "We know what we mean." Heh. Go on. Make a future for yourself. Looks like it will be bright for you. I'm so fucken proud of you, bro! But you can't blame me for feeling lost. We have been best buddies since we were six and four. This is hard. I'll miss visiting you every time I get paid. I'll miss hanging out trying new beers and checking out the servers. I'll miss crying together, laughing, even being mad at life at times just to have each other's back. You know you were the first to know I was atheist. You were the first to know I'm unstraight. You were the first to know when I was expecting my first child. You were the first to know I'd be getting a divorce. When we were kids, you shared your hot wheels with me and I shared my rock collection. Damn. This hurts so much. I'll be here, little bro. Don't forget us when you're way up there. I'll miss you. I already do.
2.
I heard you might have met someone. I don't want to get too excited, but I can already smell the fresh air at the end of this lifeless tunnel. Please, be true. Please, be true. Fuck. I'm getting too excited.
3.
You're King of this story, baby, and we'll do it your way. When you say go, I'll go. When you say stop, I'll stop.
4.
I won't hold myself accountable for my reaction the next time you bring that up and tell me "then you wonder why". You fucking son of a bitch.
5.
Dear mom, dad, sis, bro, friends (the ones remaining and the ones gone):
Even if I make it out of this prison, I will never be the same. Stop telling me you miss the old Ivy. And you... "Ohhhh there's the 2014 Ivy!" What? Who was she? The one who kept silent and settled? The one who hadn't escaped, so she seemed happier in the comfort of the familiar space? I did this. I got out. I'm here now. It's costing me life. It's costing me time and energy. It's costing me sanity. It's costing me my human nature. It's costing me the ability to breathe! Don't tell me you miss the old me. She didn't know what was on the other side. If I make it out of this dungeon, this hell hole called an escape, I earned it! And it will have come at a price. And if I'm not the same, then so be it. Just... look at this. It's not pretty, huh? Yeah. Don't expect pretty. Expect whatever is left of me.
6.
So I like chins. How's that weirder than liking forheads? Lol we all got our secrets. Chins is not one of my secrets. I like something else and I'm not telling.
Ah. This felt great. Now I can go to sleep.
"Hipster is what happens when young hot people do what old ladies do." -Exian
June 15, 2017 at 2:33 am (This post was last modified: June 15, 2017 at 2:58 am by Mr.Obvious.)
CIJS
When I ask you what is wrong, because something clearly is, just tell me? Don't say everything is fine and then over the course of the rest of the evening, starting an hour later, without a straight interval but always with Some interval, keep dropping a neverending supply of small annoyances that bother you?
And can I just say: I'm not psychic.
"If we go down, we go down together!" - Your mum, last night, suggesting 69. -
June 15, 2017 at 5:14 am (This post was last modified: June 15, 2017 at 5:15 am by Ben Davis.)
(June 15, 2017 at 2:29 am)J a c k Wrote: I'm soooo glad someone bumped this thread because I have stuff to get off my chest!
1.
I'm going to miss you so fucking much. I don't think my mom or dad, or any of your friends will miss you as much as I will. You're my little brother, yo! My friend. Nobody else knows what I'm thinking the way you do, just by saying, "We know what we mean." Heh. Go on. Make a future for yourself. Looks like it will be bright for you. I'm so fucken proud of you, bro! But you can't blame me for feeling lost. We have been best buddies since we were six and four. This is hard. I'll miss visiting you every time I get paid. I'll miss hanging out trying new beers and checking out the servers. I'll miss crying together, laughing, even being mad at life at times just to have each other's back. You know you were the first to know I was atheist. You were the first to know I'm unstraight. You were the first to know when I was expecting my first child. You were the first to know I'd be getting a divorce. When we were kids, you shared your hot wheels with me and I shared my rock collection. Damn. This hurts so much. I'll be here, little bro. Don't forget us when you're way up there. I'll miss you. I already do.
2.
I heard you might have met someone. I don't want to get too excited, but I can already smell the fresh air at the end of this lifeless tunnel. Please, be true. Please, be true. Fuck. I'm getting too excited.
3.
You're King of this story, baby, and we'll do it your way. When you say go, I'll go. When you say stop, I'll stop.
4.
I won't hold myself accountable for my reaction the next time you bring that up and tell me "then you wonder why". You fucking son of a bitch.
5.
Dear mom, dad, sis, bro, friends (the ones remaining and the ones gone):
Even if I make it out of this prison, I will never be the same. Stop telling me you miss the old Ivy. And you... "Ohhhh there's the 2014 Ivy!" What? Who was she? The one who kept silent and settled? The one who hadn't escaped, so she seemed happier in the comfort of the familiar space? I did this. I got out. I'm here now. It's costing me life. It's costing me time and energy. It's costing me sanity. It's costing me my human nature. It's costing me the ability to breathe! Don't tell me you miss the old me. She didn't know what was on the other side. If I make it out of this dungeon, this hell hole called an escape, I earned it! And it will have come at a price. And if I'm not the same, then so be it. Just... look at this. It's not pretty, huh? Yeah. Don't expect pretty. Expect whatever is left of me.
6.
So I like chins. How's that weirder than liking forheads? Lol we all got our secrets. Chins is not one of my secrets. I like something else and I'm not telling.
CIJS - doctor's appointment yesterday went better than expected. But I don't understand why those fuckers at Almannaverkinum need this info to begin with, they already have a thick case file for my condition and medical history. I'm thinking it's just to fill in the gaps in their bureaucratic red tape. Waste of everyone's time and money. Well, I had a nice 2 hour chat, but the taxpayer paid for the doc.
"The first principle is that you must not fool yourself — and you are the easiest person to fool." - Richard P. Feynman
I love all of you fuckers. This forum rocks, and the people who hang out in Slack are literally my lifeline while I'm living on a zero budget and have no social life.
Plus, all I gotta do is show a picture of my hand, and I rev someone's engine. Love it!
"There remain four irreducible objections to religious faith: that it wholly misrepresents the origins of man and the cosmos, that because of this original error it manages to combine the maximum servility with the maximum of solipsism, that it is both the result and the cause of dangerous sexual repression, and that it is ultimately grounded on wish-thinking." ~Christopher Hitchens, god is not Great
PM me your email address to join the Slack chat! I'll give you a taco(or five) if you join!--->There's an app and everything!<---
(June 15, 2017 at 2:53 pm)SteelCurtain Wrote: CIJS,
I love all of you fuckers. This forum rocks, and the people who hang out in Slack are literally my lifeline while I'm living on a zero budget and have no social life.
Plus, all I gotta do is show a picture of my hand, and I rev someone's engine. Love it!
That hand, though.
"Hipster is what happens when young hot people do what old ladies do." -Exian
What a piece of work you are. You haven't paid a dime in child support for 18 months. Prior to that, the only money your kids saw was when you sold the house and the lien kicked in. Every dime that's been paid in the time that I've known your ex has been collected via garnishment, lien, or threat of jail. Yeah, I get it. You're a victim. "The man" really has it in for you, amirite?
Yeah, we know you're "trying to start a business" - for the last how many years? How's that working out for you?
Guess what? Both of your kids were evicted along with their mother for past due rent that was about a quarter of what you owe in back support.
Your youngest child thinks you're a dick. Your oldest child really hates you. He's living on the streets now - what an excellent example you set for him. He's following in your shoes, that one.
I bet now that your youngest just turned 18 you think you're off the hook for support. Guess again. He's going to be in school, so it's 3 more years, asshole - and I personally am going to see to it that you either pay, or are jailed for contempt.
You're a bum. You've always been a bum, you'll always be a bum. How long do you figure it will be before your girlfriend tires of your lazy ass? Do you think you can bullshit the judge when you account for your actions in court next month? Except we all know you won't even show up.
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