Yes, well...Unfortunately, I'm not a mind reader. 
I may have been willing to risk sticking my neck out with a clear reason to put it on the line.

Certainly not on a guess, though; I'm not too keen on making an ass of myself.

Is that a crime?

Dear bitch,

You're a fucking stupid cow and I can't believe you are still interfering with my life even though I no longer speak to you or see your face anymore.

Dear bastard,

It pains me that I still miss you sometimes. You crazy bastard. Haven't seen you for over a decade... thanks a lot for filling me full of so many unrealistic expectations that I couldn't possibly feel like a success.

Dear friend,

I saw you twice a week for a few years... you felt like I was using you as my therapist.... then you eventually gave up on me and ended our friendship. But it was only then that you told me you felt that way... I wish you had told me sooner and not given up on our friendship. I agree friends should be there for each other through the good times as well as the bad, but if you hadn't given up on me you would discover I wasn't having a good time, I was in an abusive situation and I was unable to be myself in front of you. I feel sad that you basically become disillusioned with me, because I think you were an awesome guy.

Dear eccentrically brilliant person with amazing enthusiasm,

You were my best online friend for 6 years. Whenever I disappeared through illness and despair you were there for me when I come back, even when you didn't really remember me all that much. I got closer to you than ever, you were marvellous. I feel so deeply saddened that we had one fall out over something where I never meant to hurt you, and your condition and how you were feeling has made you cut contact with me suddenly. I am so saddened that you felt that way so suddenly... I lost a lot that day.... it's only recently that I have stopped crying over you. I miss you... and the saddest thing is I am so hurt by what happened I'd have difficulty getting close again if you ever changed your mind.... but at the end of it all.... thank you

(June 30, 2016 at 2:17 pm)Alasdair Ham Wrote: Dear bitch,

You're a fucking stupid cow and I can't believe you are still interfering with my life even though I no longer speak to you or see your face anymore.

Dear bastard,

It pains me that I still miss you sometimes. You crazy bastard. Haven't seen you for over a decade... thanks a lot for filling me full of so many unrealistic expectations that I couldn't possibly feel like a success.

Dear friend,

I saw you twice a week for a few years... you felt like I was using you as my therapist.... then you eventually gave up on me and ended our friendship. But it was only then that you told me you felt that way... I wish you had told me sooner and not given up on our friendship. I agree friends should be there for each other through the good times as well as the bad, but if you hadn't given up on me you would discover I wasn't having a good time, I was in an abusive situation and I was unable to be myself in front of you. I feel sad that you basically become disillusioned with me, because I think you were an awesome guy.

Dear eccentrically brilliant person with amazing enthusiasm,

You were my best online friend for 6 years. Whenever I disappeared through illness and despair you were there for me when I come back, even when you didn't really remember me all that much. I got closer to you than ever, you were marvellous. I feel so deeply saddened that we had one fall out over something where I never meant to hurt you, and your condition and how you were feeling has made you cut contact with me suddenly. I am so saddened that you felt that way so suddenly... I lost a lot that day.... it's only recently that I have stopped crying over you. I miss you... and the saddest thing is I am so hurt by what happened I'd have difficulty getting close again if you ever changed y our mind.... but at the end of it all.... thank you

(Hug)
I felt stuff when reading this.

I like that you're very precise and pay attention to the intricate details even when it causes my rates to fluctuate. I'm learning from you. I look forward to those audits. Isn't it weird? Also, I get very proud when you send me a "correct". I always get those from the others, but from you it's special. More please! Lol! I can't tell you this, or it will look like I'm kissing ass. Ha!

Dear no one in particular, honest, (okay maybe someone in particular),

There's nothing wrong with kissing some ass if both parties enjoy it [emoji6]

(June 30, 2016 at 11:15 pm)Alasdair Ham Wrote: Dear no one in particular, honest, (okay maybe someone in particular),

There's nothing wrong with kissing some ass if both parties enjoy it [emoji6]

Can I just say and I'm just being honest, this is not what I agreed to.

heh heh...Lo and behold the perils of instant gratification.

... but I'm not going all the way to that shit country just to attend your wedding, especially not for someone like you.

... that you annoy the fuck out of me. Your whining, petty, attention seeking, narcissistic blabbering is overwhelming. Why are you so fucken petty? Why can't you just shush? I don't think you're honest, either. You don't seem honest. I don't like you. I really don't.