Help, I guess (remove original daddy issues thread and name)

[ScienceAf]

So yeah. I already have a problem of screwing up for not thinking twice.  How do I fix that? 

I've  also got  a little  story for  you.


My dad (chain smoker, alalcoholic, weed smoker, ex heroin  addict ) has recently been asking me to visit  him downstairs and talk etc. (lives in my grandmas basement)  and so yeah  l go everynow and then. Then i realized the effects of second hand smoke and I told him to cut it down. He won't but he makes me wear this gas mask which i don't like to avoid the smoke.  It has a hole in it but he doesn't  aknowledge it. So I've been avoiding him.

Now he's been calling at 1 or 12 am so I can come down and choke on his poison. He fucking tells at my grandmother because  he thinks I'm being  hidden. But currently my grandmother is banging the door to the bathroom  in which  I'm  sitting. Ive told my dad I'm sick and in pain but he doesnt care.
Now let me tell you things about him...

He wants attention  by fake fainting.
He got the  idea after a few real paints due to valium and alcohol. Once he was taking a shit and fainted so me and  my grandmother had tovlift him from his shit water.
We knew he faked it because  the hospital said there was no reason  to faint.

I even shower him the effeeffects  of Valium alone and he shrugged it off.

My grandpa (waiter with 25,000 salary) pays my jobless dads 600$ child support  fees monthly  till I'm 18.

Because  of my dad I can't leave the country  till I'm 18.
Hes parimoid my mum will kidnap me to another  cou
country. 
I'm not Eden supposed to leave ve the state.

This is a small part of my life I try to shrug off hut
but  it gets to me. What can I do?

Mind the spelling.

[Aoi Magi]

Damn you have it rough! But when your grandparents failed, you won't be able to change your dad much. Maybe see if your mom is actually willing to kidnap you away from that shithole...

[Losty]

I don't know about kidnapping because that's not smart. What country do you live in? Your mom could maybe get full custody. In many places you're now old enough to choose for yourself.

[Aoi Magi]

I don't know about kidnapping because that's not smart. What country do you live in? Your mom could maybe get full custody. In many places you're now old enough to choose for yourself.

Yeh, especially since your dad is jobless and pretty much a junky, it should be pretty damn easy for your mom to get custody provided she has some means to take care of you.

[ScienceAf]

I don't know about kidnapping because that's not smart. What country do you live in? Your mom could maybe get full custody. In many places you're now old enough to choose for yourself.

Don't  worry  about that part, I live in the u.U.S.

[ScienceAf]

I don't know about kidnapping because that's not smart. What country do you live in? Your mom could maybe get full custody. In many places you're now old enough to choose for yourself.

Yeh, especially since your dad is jobless and pretty much a junky, it should be pretty damn easy for your mom to get custody provided she has some means to take care of you.

She takes care of me with my step dad, I go to my grandparents  on the weekend