God doesn't do anything

[brewer]

god/religion gives us: guilt, shame, self loathing, elitism, exclusionism, hate, racism, war, extermination, mass genocide, ........................

Don't beat up on me theists, there are also many good qualities/attributes. You need to ask if the good out ways the bad, Maybe, maybe not. Depends on your point of view.

[Whateverist]

Thank you brewer,
I was raised catholic.

Nice to meet you, Laura and welcome.  I wish you a full recovery and you sound like you have the kind of attitude to get it done.  Hope you gave a good time here.