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(June 15, 2017 at 2:29 am)J a c k Wrote: I'm soooo glad someone bumped this thread because I have stuff to get off my chest!
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I'm going to miss you so fucking much. I don't think my mom or dad, or any of your friends will miss you as much as I will. You're my little brother, yo! My friend. Nobody else knows what I'm thinking the way you do, just by saying, "We know what we mean." Heh. Go on. Make a future for yourself. Looks like it will be bright for you. I'm so fucken proud of you, bro! But you can't blame me for feeling lost. We have been best buddies since we were six and four. This is hard. I'll miss visiting you every time I get paid. I'll miss hanging out trying new beers and checking out the servers. I'll miss crying together, laughing, even being mad at life at times just to have each other's back. You know you were the first to know I was atheist. You were the first to know I'm unstraight. You were the first to know when I was expecting my first child. You were the first to know I'd be getting a divorce. When we were kids, you shared your hot wheels with me and I shared my rock collection. Damn. This hurts so much. I'll be here, little bro. Don't forget us when you're way up there. I'll miss you. I already do.
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I heard you might have met someone. I don't want to get too excited, but I can already smell the fresh air at the end of this lifeless tunnel. Please, be true. Please, be true. Fuck. I'm getting too excited.
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You're King of this story, baby, and we'll do it your way. When you say go, I'll go. When you say stop, I'll stop.
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I won't hold myself accountable for my reaction the next time you bring that up and tell me "then you wonder why". You fucking son of a bitch.
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Dear mom, dad, sis, bro, friends (the ones remaining and the ones gone):
Even if I make it out of this prison, I will never be the same. Stop telling me you miss the old Ivy. And you... "Ohhhh there's the 2014 Ivy!" What? Who was she? The one who kept silent and settled? The one who hadn't escaped, so she seemed happier in the comfort of the familiar space? I did this. I got out. I'm here now. It's costing me life. It's costing me time and energy. It's costing me sanity. It's costing me my human nature. It's costing me the ability to breathe! Don't tell me you miss the old me. She didn't know what was on the other side. If I make it out of this dungeon, this hell hole called an escape, I earned it! And it will have come at a price. And if I'm not the same, then so be it. Just... look at this. It's not pretty, huh? Yeah. Don't expect pretty. Expect whatever is left of me.
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So I like chins. How's that weirder than liking forheads? Lol we all got our secrets. Chins is not one of my secrets. I like something else and I'm not telling.
Ah. This felt great. Now I can go to sleep.
Ivy, you are so fucking beautiful. So brave and honest. Who doesn't fall in love with you ?
You deserve great things that make you happy. You seem to love so deep and wholeheartedly, and I admire your courage to be your true gorgeous self. Thanks for being my new friend
I was a born-again christian for many years then I got woke.. and now life is better in so many ways. It's taking me time to see my value and find my voice, but the reward is liberating knowing my path is not dictated or controlled by fear of death and the unknown. Casting off the shackles of religion is pretty fucking awesome. The beautiful people I've met on this forum have more heart and compassion than any group of people I've been apart of. So back off Jesus and followers, because this bitch is done with Chu.
(June 15, 2017 at 5:54 pm)mh.brewer Wrote: In this state, unpaid child support follows you even after he kids reach age. I've heard that they'll even go after social security.
This state too. I know he'll eventually have to pay it but know damn well he's going to drag it out as long as he possibly can. I still really want to see the fucker jailed for all the misery his irresponsibility has netted.
(June 15, 2017 at 5:54 pm)mh.brewer Wrote: In this state, unpaid child support follows you even after he kids reach age. I've heard that they'll even go after social security.
This state too. I know he'll eventually have to pay it but know damn well he's going to drag it out as long as he possibly can. I still really want to see the fucker jailed for all the misery his irresponsibility has netted.
Yeah, I've got a couple of friends with deadbeat dads. They only pay a pittance and always have an excuse. One of the kids has had type 1 diabetes since age four. Dad's on the hook for 1/2 the medical and has yet to pay a dime for that either. She had to go back to court to have the total medical recorded and added to support in arrears.
Fortunately my friend had a fairly decent job and the kids did not suffer much.
I don't have an anger problem, I have an idiot problem.
(June 15, 2017 at 6:25 pm)JamieB Wrote: Ivy, you are so fucking beautiful. So brave and honest. Who doesn't fall in love with you ?
You deserve great things that make you happy. You seem to love so deep and wholeheartedly, and I admire your courage to be your true gorgeous self. Thanks for being my new friend
Fuck, Jamie. Thank you. I hope I earn everything you said. I also thank you for this new friendship. I knew we'd be friends since day one, and I always aim to achieve. Lol! And look. I think we're headed in the right direction. And hey, I can tell you based on yesterday, that you're the beautiful one.
"Hipster is what happens when young hot people do what old ladies do." -Exian
(June 15, 2017 at 6:25 pm)JamieB Wrote: Ivy, you are so fucking beautiful. So brave and honest. Who doesn't fall in love with you ?
You deserve great things that make you happy. You seem to love so deep and wholeheartedly, and I admire your courage to be your true gorgeous self. Thanks for being my new friend
Fuck, Jamie. Thank you. I hope I earn everything you said. I also thank you for this new friendship. I knew we'd be friends since day one, and I always aim to achieve. Lol! And look. I think we're headed in the right direction. And hey, I can tell you based on yesterday, that you're the beautiful one.
Come on, my tits aren't that great
I was a born-again christian for many years then I got woke.. and now life is better in so many ways. It's taking me time to see my value and find my voice, but the reward is liberating knowing my path is not dictated or controlled by fear of death and the unknown. Casting off the shackles of religion is pretty fucking awesome. The beautiful people I've met on this forum have more heart and compassion than any group of people I've been apart of. So back off Jesus and followers, because this bitch is done with Chu.
(June 15, 2017 at 7:23 pm)J a c k Wrote: Fuck, Jamie. Thank you. I hope I earn everything you said. I also thank you for this new friendship. I knew we'd be friends since day one, and I always aim to achieve. Lol! And look. I think we're headed in the right direction. And hey, I can tell you based on yesterday, that you're the beautiful one.
Well I mean if there's one thing to be associated with her, that'sthose are the things, no?
"There remain four irreducible objections to religious faith: that it wholly misrepresents the origins of man and the cosmos, that because of this original error it manages to combine the maximum servility with the maximum of solipsism, that it is both the result and the cause of dangerous sexual repression, and that it is ultimately grounded on wish-thinking." ~Christopher Hitchens, god is not Great
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