You think you are special to all this? Ok......

[abaris]

I thought it was something like ~90 billion ly across.

It's not important, since all of these calculations are based on what we know - as of yet. Give it another few decades and it might turn out to be even larger. Give it another few decades and what is now only considered a possibility, might turn into a theory. The multiverse.

It's huge, that's all that counts. And we're not even a dot making up it's entirety. Just the same way, as humanity is just a bad and shortlived joke compared to earth's history and preexisting life forms.