Someone told me to kill myself twice today, I don't know why it's been bothering me

[maestroanth]

Our feelings are a big deal. You know why? Because their weaknesses people can exploit. If that guy saw the effect he had on you what do you think his response would be? Say sorry or double down on your tender spot?
Lay your burdens down with your family and occasionally your closest friends but never show any hint of them to people outside those circles. Its akin to showing your throat to a pack of wolves.

Its a game. Its all a game and the objective is control. The moment someone had managed to gain control over how you feel more than you have they've won and you've lost. View it just as that; a game. Nothing to be taken seriously. The move of an amateur that can be quickly countered in devastating fashion.

Or you show them your throat as a trick to bait the pack of wolves into a trap you've got set up for them.

Booyah.....

Once they think they have control is when they are most vulnerable. That's why you never trust people who "appear" to be weak as easy targets.  I'm sure Sun Tzu wrote some crap about this somewhere lmao...