RE: Prayers/poems to God....
April 17, 2016 at 1:00 am
(This post was last modified: April 17, 2016 at 1:01 am by Mystic.)
Title: I'm sorry for what I've become.
I'm sorry for what I've become
You gave me a sharp sword,
yet I been attacked from all sides
You gave me wisdom
yet I've become foolish
You gave me strength
yet I've become weak
You gave me knowledge
yet I've become ignorant
You gave me light
yet I'm engulfed in darkness
You gave me purity
Yet my heart is full of filth
You gave me a daily routine
Yet I've been neglectful in the journey
You gave me friends
Yet I've become a stranger
You gave me help
Yet I've become forsaken
You gave me resolution
Yet I've become lazy
You gave me everything I asked for by creating me for yourself and knowing you
Yet I have nothing as I worship the Taghut
You gave me opportunities to prove myself to you
Yet my claim to worship you is but lip service
You gave patience
Yet I've become hasty
You opened the door of repentance and turning to you
Yet I persist in my rebellion to you
You gave me an illuminating book
Yet I prefer wasting my time on vain activities
You gave me intelligence
Yet I've become stupid
You gave me beautiful clothes
Yet I my heart has become veiled in dark ugly wraps
You gave me a treasure from yourself
Yet I haven't shown any appreciating by holding on to it
No rather....
No rather....
I've destroyed it's very foundation
No rather....
No rather...
I've denied it's existence
No rather....
No rather....
I've shown nothing but ungratefulness for it
Forgive me my Lord.
Forgive me for failing you
Forgive me for failing myself
Forgive me for failing the Imam of our time
Forgive me for failing Mohammad my Prophet
Forgive me for failing Fatima
Truly I will remain failure unless you have mercy upon me
And help me with a mighty help
And inspire me with what will redeem my soul
Let love of Ali be my breath
Let you be my goal
And let me live an honourable life.
I'm sorry for what I've become
You gave me a sharp sword,
yet I been attacked from all sides
You gave me wisdom
yet I've become foolish
You gave me strength
yet I've become weak
You gave me knowledge
yet I've become ignorant
You gave me light
yet I'm engulfed in darkness
You gave me purity
Yet my heart is full of filth
You gave me a daily routine
Yet I've been neglectful in the journey
You gave me friends
Yet I've become a stranger
You gave me help
Yet I've become forsaken
You gave me resolution
Yet I've become lazy
You gave me everything I asked for by creating me for yourself and knowing you
Yet I have nothing as I worship the Taghut
You gave me opportunities to prove myself to you
Yet my claim to worship you is but lip service
You gave patience
Yet I've become hasty
You opened the door of repentance and turning to you
Yet I persist in my rebellion to you
You gave me an illuminating book
Yet I prefer wasting my time on vain activities
You gave me intelligence
Yet I've become stupid
You gave me beautiful clothes
Yet I my heart has become veiled in dark ugly wraps
You gave me a treasure from yourself
Yet I haven't shown any appreciating by holding on to it
No rather....
No rather....
I've destroyed it's very foundation
No rather....
No rather...
I've denied it's existence
No rather....
No rather....
I've shown nothing but ungratefulness for it
Forgive me my Lord.
Forgive me for failing you
Forgive me for failing myself
Forgive me for failing the Imam of our time
Forgive me for failing Mohammad my Prophet
Forgive me for failing Fatima
Truly I will remain failure unless you have mercy upon me
And help me with a mighty help
And inspire me with what will redeem my soul
Let love of Ali be my breath
Let you be my goal
And let me live an honourable life.