(June 20, 2016 at 9:46 pm)Minimalist Wrote: What the fuck are you blabbering about?
Yes I see that the people do not understand what I was talking about. My OP should be pretty deep though if you read it right. Even entirely comprehensible. I get that a lot. So... Basically as I said I got the picture in my head how horrible it was when I imagined myself physically in a jail. Someone said something about having problems due to some of these issues I described? Yes I do have some problems I have had the same problems my life long, thank god I recgnized it was my val and decided to do something about it! Anyhow no need to be negetive as I've said, I am asides this just perfectly fine. So no more cruelty please?
Btw I wish I could ever be more negetive than Minimalist (above)... omg... If I was that low on the food chain I'd probably be done for (no joke)...
So picture yourself in jail, like you know the monopolys get out of jail free card or whatever... No in a physical jail, and the reason you speculate that you would be in jail, given, the only reason that is, is because as I have said of yur name, my last name being, Killingsworth. You are aware when you make these ideas up to yourself, that being in jail, I guess first of off seems kind of odd, you would never be there, but being that you know you could actually be sitting in a jail cell due to what you say, what you do not say, etcetera. But it all comes out of you somehow. So you must know that continued repetition of the word starting with Kill, or using your last name will result in an extreme punishment. None of this has anything to do with stupidity so keep thse thoughts to yourselves thanks. So you see my point now. Any usage whatsoever of the word kill or of my last name in connection with this, will / would result with a further or deeper recognition of the jail cell. Taking it to the extreme you might say actually in life winding up with abuse from others, at the most severe form, all due to your abuse of the word kill.
God would not do this to somebody. I might even die because of these things, this is the worst. But it can be bad, although not realistically, since it is impossible to do such a bad in the sphere of morals. But we are not questioning this, I repeate, we are not questioning that! I simply wish you to know that why I am suffering and what why I am suffering or whatever. Do you read? So yes you read, I am in pain because of my gift, the gift of being a killingsworth, as I have said in previous threads, this is the name of a child of god, in some direct way or another sense of the same thing. Why do we suffer for our gifts, do you know? I can't surely expect to reply to minimalist with repeating my statements, that I am suffering because I am a Killingsworth is all I feel I need to say. This was explained , the details of what he should not use aas a response, but he would anyway because he isn't aware of anything whatsoever. Nonetheless being a killingsworth I would retort perhaps, is a gift, obviously. It comes with proofs, of being in pain, due to the name, not just due to child age valor. That there are proofs of having a gift! One does not suffer such a name, this is mypoint, one does NOT suffer the name, and then go on, recognizing that it is all because of a name. But is this the case?
It is my point in fact, minimilist, that I am suffering only because of my name. That this gift is because, I have this name. You see. If I were someone else as proof, I would not suffer the name Killingsworth. But I am suffering it. And I feel incredible relief, that a person CAN suffer this name, Killingsworth, and still recognize all of the goodness in the world.
Note that it could also be proof of a direct relationship with the divine God. This is just a warm up minimalist. Who's next?
