The pain of a gift

[rexbeccarox]

OMG... i just realized I could be criticized for my belief that I am suffering "BY GOD" (I said that so much in my previous post, which I tried to edit to no avail). With a great overdose of valor, it would appear natural to most to say or repeate "God said so God told me" or "suffer from God" etc. So that IS a horrible criticism thus far.

The point still remains. If I "Kill" like say it in my breath or anything, it still becmes a reality, refuting Minimalists statements. It becomes debatable. That is what I want afterall. But I will refute his beliefs. There is no "suffering from God" at all in my suffering in a prison. In fact, this would also be taken care of. If a person can only say "you suck" or "die" this is the same thing, and yet again another thing which should be debated!

Valor is cruel, in its essense, making Kilingsworth a very interesting name to me, has a nice touch. So you would say valor AND killing is a bad combination. Well that is most true. Still I am not suffering from my valor, this is clear, and am only suffering from the obsessive statements of "kill". It seems to me the two could be confused, on the one hand I would use my valor quite often, and even over emphysise it possibly, to the point of actual recognition. Like a walking God or something.... That is terrible sounding. So yes....

We would say that being in a prison is only due to the over emphysis of Killing, and that it would not be possible in most cases to confuse the two. So I will most definitely suffer "from God" due to this. I hope this makes minimalists "points" far less obvious.

Sorry for the confusion.

You remind me a little of someone. Somehow, Alex makes more sense, though.

Oh bliss! Bliss and heaven! Oh, it was gorgeousness and gorgeousity made flesh. It was like a bird of rarest-spun heaven metal or like silvery wine flowing in a spaceship, gravity all nonsense now.