Speechless

[Czechlervitz30]

I have met very sincere religious people. Those monks and their students had a very idealistic and noble goals.


And after meeting such unique personalities, who sacrifice so much for abstract ideals, I simply cannot say - God is a delusion. Quite the opposite, after seeing such sacrifices, im sure now that there is a God.

The problem is that, just like, Lucifer, couldnt bare the weight of idealistic life, I cant even look at It. But it doesnt mean I dont believe it exists.

Honestly, I would like if there is no God, because that way I wont have to possibly answer for all the laziness, lustfulness, greed, anger I have in my life. But at the moment I cannot not believe.

Sacrifice is no metric of truthfulness.

I'm used to threads going off into to strange tangents that don't necesarily directly pertain to the original post, so I will just say this: "Im speechless" lol.