So you don't worship this god, GC, you just fear it. What a terribly sad life to have, let alone wish on others. Stockholm Syndrome involving a corporeal kidnapper is one thing and understandable enough; but in the face of an institutionally ingrained figment of the imagination? Is there even a clinical name for that?
At the age of five, Skagra decided emphatically that God did not exist. This revelation tends to make most people in the universe who have it react in one of two ways - with relief or with despair. Only Skagra responded to it by thinking, 'Wait a second. That means there's a situation vacant.'