RE: How do I Punch a Wall
August 20, 2016 at 6:58 am
(This post was last modified: August 20, 2016 at 6:59 am by Alex K.)
(August 20, 2016 at 12:05 am)ScienceAf Wrote: I don't have time to cry.
I don't have time to get angry.
I don't have time to feel sad.
I only have time to care for me and others.
You might be thinking that it's nice to not cry, get mad, or sad.
But...
It builds up, it hurts, I need to express it. I want a punching bag, I want to cry, I don't know where or when too.
Just last year I never had any reason to feel mad angry or sad, and I could have expressed it...
I took it for granted and now what can I do.
I'm not currently sad or mad but actually quite happy.
Sometimes some of the emotions seep through and I want to express it but how and when?
The only thing I barely have time for is work (Workin' on my book and summer homework for AP Biology) and gratitude (for people and myself).
I'm only twelve.
Don't worry I'm not suicidal. I love myself to much. So feel free to tell me how to express myself?
Have you considered joining a death metal band (or, for 12yo some kind of metalcore)? Put your anger into the lyrics and make some noise!
The fool hath said in his heart, There is a God. They are corrupt, they have done abominable works, there is none that doeth good.
Psalm 14, KJV revised edition
